The last few days have been up and down.
Yesterday I felt horrible all day. I was finally getting some rest.....but last nite was horrible. I actually cried myself to sleep last nite. It's been a LONG time since I've done that.
This morning I didn't want to get out of bed. I'm finding it harder and harder to do. I know I'm fighting depression. I felt pretty good all day. The kids and I went to the store....people probably think I'm crazy for riding around in the electric buggies, but I know if I don't, I won't be worth anything by the time I get out of the store.
I miss being able to do things I use to do. I just don't have the energy. I keep thinking about what the nurse told me the other day.....once we get a diagnosis and I start treatment, I will feel like a new person. I'm looking forward to that day!!!
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